Still pregnant. Not dealing very well. I think it would be more OK if I hadn't had so effing much false labour. I'm only 5 days overdue, which is not that unusual, and I think I could deal with it if I hadn't had, oh, probably forty-five hours or more of false labour so far. I'm guessing at that number... I lost track after the first 35 hours. Four hours last Saturday (I thought that was bad - HA!), thirty-one hours starting Wednesday at 4 p.m., and then a whole bunch more yesterday afternoon and continuing overnight. I've stopped paying attention to the time - what's the point when contractions never get close enough to be "real"? And I thought they weren't supposed to bloody well hurt if they weren't "real"?
Anyways, I had been updating facebook and talking about the ridiculously prolonged false labour on a chat board, and I got some comments back that were basically, "STFU and quit whining". So I'm not going to be talking about it at either of those places anymore (though I'll probably update facebook when we head to the hospital, if I remember). Yes, I do recognize that I've been ridiculously whiny about the whole thing. It's not been easy for me though - physically and mentally - with all the false labour and those kind of comments really upset me, so I've decided to just take a step back from the social internet for awhile.
Anyways, yeah. If you don't want to hear me whining, stay the hell away from my blog for the next few weeks. I need one outlet at least.